｡◕‿◕｡que sera sera

credit:here Last thing I knew was that I had to do all that I could after graduation before I hit college but I guess I was wrong because two nights ago mom just called me saying that I might not to go to college in the Philippines just yet because I might be moving back to Ireland again and continue 5th year because of her pregnancy and some paper problems. Before, I had some struggles when I came here in the Philippines to study because everything was different from Ireland but as time passed, I've learned to like the Philippines. And now, it's just a surprise and kinda sad how I'll be leaving because I'm gonna miss all the nice things in here. T_T. I've learn to adjust everything here in the Philippines and it's just gonna be hard to let go and make new changes again but I know I have to accept the fact sooner or later for the good of my family:((
I'm that type of person who looks into and usually prepares and plans out everything for the future. I'm more of a goal-oriented person and I prefer like a more definite future and it's kinda annoying how my future as of now is uncertain and undecided. Honestly, I can accept change but at first it can be pretty hard for me especially when I've learn to love how the way things are. Right now, all I wanna say is just "Whatever!". Whatever will be, will be! It'll be hard at first but I'll let things go the way they should be because I know somewhere out there God has a plan for me.

Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see. Que sera sera. What will be will be!