Hate how I just can't be myself! I'm me but sometimes I don't know what I want. I'm sure I'm not gonna do this but as soon as someone comes along and suggests it, there I go off and alter not only my decision but I guess also myself. I simply hate how I can be indecisive! I thought I knew myself but I guess I still don't.
Hate how I let my insecurities get over me! I know I'm not perfect and I like being weird because that's just me but sometimes I just feel like I'm too spontaneous. I watch what I do and say. It's either a natural thing for me to do and sometimes it ain't easy. I feel contented with what I did but damn why do I still have regrets at the end of the day?? It ain't the end of the world but why oh why?!
Hate my weaknesses! I lack confidence. I'm mostly shy because I'm scared to get hurt out of over-confidence. I don't wanna get my hopes up too high and just disappoint myself. And because of that, I sometimes don't give my best and pathetically fail:(
I know I'm a dork! But I can also be optimistic. It has only been 16 years and I think I still have a long way to go. Guess there are just those things that aren't meant for you. It ain't meant for me so I wont dwell on it and force myself into something that's not me. If it ain't, it ain't. God has a plan for me!
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aw what a nice and beautiful message y0u have here, is this a p0em 0r what? i l0ve it
@rh0ze18: ain't a poem just letting it all out:))
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